The day started as any other school day would, we were to take 3 brain draining exams, wahaha… so as the day went on, the test came one by one but I enjoyed it, laughed with my professors and CI. In short the day was great. Until the time came, when subject which I eagerly anticipated was here, especially when discussed by our knowledgeable professor, sir euge, the topic is LOVE, the subject where I am a failure. I like the topics being discussed because it has given new light to the previous experiences I had, but hadn’t got a clue on what the heck is happening with me and my relationships… the discussion went well I absorb as much as I can because the examples, analogies, and situations are real, practical and easily understood. So it was a superb way to end a day which started great. But I spoke too soon.
After classes I assume another role other than a nursing student, I become a member of the student council. So a meeting was held yesterday and supposedly another meeting right “AFTER CLASS” which meant for 4:30 to me in the afternoon, so I came into our office, with the door not properly locked so I expected someone to be inside but it came to me as a shock when I saw no one. So I assumed that they we’re grabbing a bite to eat, of course I waited and waited, until I got hungry so as any person with the right mind would do, I went out of campus and speeded to a fast-food chain near our school. Where I ordered take out, because intended to meet them there(at the office), so after getting my meal I went back to campus hoping and expecting them to be there, but I went in the office with the same scenario as I first came in, no one in sight. So I still waited while enjoying my lonely meal with me, me and me. Until I got tiered of waiting, and left with a message on our board,
“guys, I waited poe for WHAT?
I left at 6:35pm and I bought batteries for the clock
-yhel. 06.21.08”
So I left campus with disappointment and frustration. I brought it up to the point I shouted at my little sister, upon arriving home, I know it wasn’t kind of me to do so. But the frustration was really there. I sent a group message saying:
“do you the feeling of being left out to wait for someone or something to come or happened? Well I have encountered many,. T.T
With a post scriptum: you know I’m not that strong
evening!”
Since talk was over-rated, I went on to mind more immediate things like my assignments then my bigbro(our council chairman) sent a message asking what happened? And he was on his way home, I didn’t bother to send a reply, cause the frustration in them was still in me, I didn’t want to talk about it at that moment. But I think after an hour he called me.
He asked “what happened to you?” I said “you really want to know?” Then I told him why I was acting all emo and such. I wasn’t informed that the meeting was held earlier than my dismissal and no one bothered to inform of such. If I was informed, I didn’t wait as not to waste my time cause I’m bombarded with a lot of things to do… so I stressed my reason of frustration, he apologized and I know once he says such things like advices, life-lessons and apologies he really means it. It was how I came to know him. Then he was about to give me advice about a problem which was troubling me for long period of time. Before he proceeded I butted in, saying this is how I cope up with experiences which are new and difficult for me to give an immediate response. Well that was where our long discussion was initiated and topics like love, pain, pain thresh hold, offering one’s self for the service of others and responsibilities until he said, “we would have more times to talk, since you are doing your assignments, I must go as not to delay your work.” And then after talking to him I felt better, finished my assignments and eventually thought of putting this day’s experience in a blog post. Thank you for reading!!! Take care olweiz!!!
